everything is everything, what is meant to be will be. after winter, must come spring ..

I'm currently sitting indian style on my grandmas bed bumpin this lauryn hill playlist .. as I wait for my pumpkin pie to cool down. yea I realize its 3:15, but fuck you niggas. this shit takes three whole hours to make. I wish I had started earlier, cause I'm hungry as a bitch. I'll live though. today was uneventful. nah, I did run into my nigga tanisha from way back when. she had a baby girl (who is now one) and she had to drop out of school for a little bit, so I hadn't seen her since then. we got each others numbers, aims, yanno .. all that shit. I'm hoping we keep in contact tho cause that was my homie. I also saw this tool washington (I remember him by his lean, nigga got a mean case of scholiosis, seriously). LOL, I'm planning on going to the gym tomorrow afternoon and playing a little volleyball. and on saturday my mom wants to go to a yoga class. what? talk about a bitch being super excited and shit. niggggga. I asked my dad if I could get a puppy and he said yes. but y'all know how that bitch nigga be bullshitting and what not.

jeanri: MY FUCKING PIE AIN'T DONE YO.

I'm going to kill a mothafucka. so upon realizing that valentines day is around the corner, I also realized that friday the thirteenth is around the corner. no bueno, I'd actually perfer for that day to not ever exist again ever. =/ I went thru some shit that day yo. I certainly fucking did. I shall stay my ass inside foreal. superstition, pooper pigeons. this nigga trells been my main entertainment for the past few days. speaking OF the devil .. this niggas grabbing my attention and shit. I'll holla.

montrell: Yes, when will it be done?
montrell: Wait you gonna eat that whole pie?

"Fuckin up my mental when I think about you .. "

akon has a fan group on photobucket??? nigga .. what? LOL. I'm currently sitting on my couch watching next friday with my cousin. I'm lowkey crushin on this nigga day day so thats probably the only reason this shit is on my television right now haha foreal. anywho I'm attempting to hold a conversation with this nigga montrell, whos acting super sus for some reason unbeknownst to my little ass. it's all good though. he'll come around. during my nap today I had an extremely wierd dream about this whore natasha. and some girl jessica that I was beefin with back in like third grade. yea. I woke up in a cold sweat and shit. made sure I still had two feet and one nose. y'all know .. looked somewhat norman.

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I went to some show for these dancing ass niggas mickey, jabrill and squeak. I had to drive in the goddamn storm of the century to pick up these whores tyasia and doris. when I say I rather had been home eating my weight in french toast, I am not exaggerating. whatever tho. I'll holla.

btw: ding ding schools in bitch! valentines days coming up! :x

Jeanri Sci-Fi.

I'm currently waiting for this nigga mickey to come pick me up and take me to the doctors. its rainy out, and I hate driving in the rain so, you know. this nigga better hurry up tho before he has a bone to pick w/ me. anywho, I had a pretty swell night. I watched set it off w/ my cousin (and of course I shed a few tears when my bad ass thug bitches died) and talked to y'all know whom. or not. these few days have been aight. I went to my doctor and got my new pills that I'm somewhat excited to start (I don't know if I mentioned). I'm supposed to do my homegirls weave sometime this week. she's been hitting me up daily reminding me. me and this here whore I call my niece has been on my super shitty list lately. I'm not feeling her at all. my nigga wants me to go to a superbowl party w/ him but since I have no interest in the superbowl I see no point. my goddamn appetite is still growing tho, I think. all I've been eating is french toast. mad carbs. smh. amazing. I'm thinking about adding that little followers bullshit to my blog. I only have an embaressing three, so all you niggas are jockin on my bitch ass. LOL. I'm ranting. yea.

btw: me and trell are gonna be on def jam poetry together. cause .. y'all know .. we stylin on y'all and what not <333

Oww.

since I have nothing to blog, I shall leave you all with this.

1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel? looking in someones eyes when I tell them how I feel.
2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry? probably because my brother did some crazy shit.
3. You will die in three minutes. Last call? my father.
4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be? probably to go back in time.
5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. without trust theres no love, right?
6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time youre fired. Do you save the dog? if its a puppy, yea I save it.
7. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone? lmao I've blackmailed my brother.
8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do you do it? yea.
9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? lmao I'm pretty cool.
10. Does sex=love? YES.
11. Are you old fashioned? naaah.
12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex? no because I'd be tempted to cheat.
13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back? that I don't love them.
14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? besides my family .. my friends.
15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? a few weeks ago.
16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change? I would've left one of my previous relationships sooner. I wouldn't have taken a certain someone for granted.
17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? my brother, my daddy, my significant other.
18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? no.
19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be? family comes first.
20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel? right now.
If You had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die? nah I wouldn't tell anyone, I don't want anyone treating me diff.
22. What do you do with your remaining days? probably have madd sex and cuff super hard with my boyfriend.
23. Would you be afraid? yes.

Public Transportation Hos.

cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train
cammie: like one day danielle got run over by a train

- Deadddddd. I'll be back to blog later. I promise.

You payed attention when no one acknowledged me.

I'm currently laying in bed listening to my ipod. I just got out the shower and I'm feeling hella relaxed. I'm pretty much tired as fuck. not sleepy .. just tired. I'm waiting for this fool to get his goddamn ass home so I can bother him til I get sleepy. won't mention names tho, yall know how that goes. I been on my shit lately. blogging hasn't really been on my to do list these past few days. I'm here now though. with nothing to say. I'll wing it.

jeanri : This nigga blog got a signature after every post
jeanri : LMAOOOOOOOOOO
jeanri : Nigga who the fuck are YOU?
trell : Lmaoo and you knowwwwww that.
jeanri : Goddamn celeb and shit.
trell : I am.. ME.
jeanri : Let me find the fuck out.

this nigga is a lame. lmao I fucks w/ him thooo. anyway I've been running in the morning more often. it wakes me up and clears my head. plus yall know how I'm on my way to those legs of steel. my cousin is a fucking clown. I been trying to get him some nc hoes to take down but he don't like none of them I introduce him too! wack ass. natasha* is supposed to sleep over friday / saturday. I know niggas, damn. we grown as hell still planning slumber parties like its nothin. fuck yall tho. my nigga squeak (shut up) is throwing some sort of party / bash / event tomorrow night somewhere in the vill. that we're supposed to hit up with some other coons. I'm kind of skeptic about it only because I don't feel like spending money to go to a party that's probably gonna get shut down because people have no sense. eh. I'm planning on getting another tat on my ankle next weekend. I'm lightweight excited. my mom decided she wanted to join me (she's been wanting something too). LOL. I'd love to see that. she can't take pain for nothinggg. she did get you know what pierced tho. that was pretty g. let us not front.

ughh I haven't had a chance to get on my computer lately but once I do I'm gonna change that damn picture before I shoot myself. call me so I can make it juicy for ya. aight then.

Made it rain on her once, bitch couldn't say thank you ..

keanu reeves and paul rudd are the hottest niggas in hollywood boy I tells ya. <333

I've been sorta going through it these past few days. I'm glad to report that my nana is doing great. I went to see her for a little today and she was as chipper as ever. she had a glow to her too, I think LOL. but uh .. today was uneventful. I woke up hella early for a goddamn dentists appt. and since then my mouth / head has been hurting like hayull. good thing I'm thuggish to the core though. I sat my ass in a cold ass jiffy lube this morning so I could get my oil changed. I was freezing my little ass off, not to mention one of those sus ass white babies kept pulling my scarf. smh. I'm currently watching the devils advocate with my cousin (and I just finished watching over her dead body; hence the fact that I felt the need to type up that first sentence). my initial plan for the night was to sleep over natashas lab but I wasn't with that whole slumber party bullshit. niggas are too grown out here. leave that for the birds dude.

my goddamn house is freezing. I'm wearing sweats and an ecsu hoodie so I should be cozy right? hell nah. cold as shit. I washed my hair earlier at my moms so the shits all curly and what have you. too lazy to straighten it. anyway I'm contemplating going to see notorious tomorrow but I'm sure the theater will be filled to the brim with coons. I'm not with it. OH, and my nieces fat ass got a cell phone. prepaid. with sixty minutes on it. still man .. what the fuccccccck does she need a cell phone for? shit! whatever though. it is what it is.

Pretties up the outside to cover up whats inside ..

I have time to waste so this will be a lengthy one. first and foremost, I miss him like a million misses. I ain't sayin .. I'm just sayin. I guess I'm super sayin like goku.

its cold as fuck outside man. I hate this winter bullshit. but everyday its closer to spring. that keeps me motivated. I'm currently at this nigga eyshawns house waiting to go to class. I ain't have to bring my whore neice to school today so that's good. no making french toast for her fat ass this morning, haha. anyway I hit the sheets somewhat early last night / this morning. I had a nice little sleep. :) dude some shit went down that was completely unexpected. lmao I ain't pullin out my hair tho. I laughed that shit off like the thug ass nigga that I am. oww.

my nails are a cute ass pink. and yes my hair is still black. I'm seriously considering red though (insert gasps here). I haven't been motivated to blog lately. or write in general. I'm slippin. I have been twitting like no other though (I am not addicted). victorias secret had a nice ass sale this weekend so I was in there like underwear. my dads new bitch done bought me some sexy ass lace thongs and shit. if only I was sexy. dude. I did get some nice goddamn stretchy ass striped boyshorts. I never had no panties so comfortable. and my bras are hot shit too. he knows. what the flip ever. now I'm guaranteed to get pussy from every dime piece in NC. case closed. fuck you niggas.

I know he in the hood but I also know that he coming home.

I'm currently sitting on my bed listening to music and yahooing with some fools. lucky for me (although a certain someone is disappointed), my cramps haven't gotten bad yet. I have a doctors appt. on saturday that I'm not looking forward to. doctors give me the creeps dawg almost as much as the nigga who works the register at wendys on saturday. and dude is pretty creepy. eh apparently me and david have some sort of inside joke that I'm not yet aware of. everytime this nigga sees me he starts laughing and shaking his head. nigga can I know what you're laughing at? "nothing ma, nothing .." yeah aight. fuck you bitch.

I went to the gym today and ran a little bit. I miss volleyball, but they're not having the nets back for a few more months. I'm considering joining some sort of sports team (perferably a wack one so they don't have high expectations of us LOL) because I need something to keep me in shape. my dad was being a cool kid today and he went to pick up my money from my moms crib. so I'm planning on getting my nails done tomorrow after classes then hit up the mall with dee. the bitch is a schemer but I fucks with her. if tremayne keeps sending bullshit ass gms I'm gonna kick his balls into his throat. dead ass. I'll holla.

Stop actin like you a killa with them girly disses.

I'm currently sitting my ass on this huge ass couch (with mad unnecessary pillows) watching fourteen oh eight. so far my day has been nothing short of lovely. nah. I woke up super late and had to rush my niece to get ready. the bitch started begging for some french toast so I made her some quick fastly like and threw her in the car. LOL. I had no time to hit up dunkin donuts for breakfast so .. you know .. I ain't get my fix this morning. shits all smiles though. I took the awesomest nap when I got home. ding ding bitch.

its that time of the month. you knowww. usually I'm in an extra bad mood at this time but nah .. not tonight. this movie is barely a half hour in and its already giving a bitch the heebie jeebies. I wish I was thug enough to stay my ass in that room. shittin me. and I'm slowly but surely falling deeper and deeper in love with this twitter shit. whatever dude. I just wanted to leave y'all with a little somethin somethin and shit. I'll holla.

Nigga, pass that.

him: hm .. one line bio ..
him: - thinks
him: TREAL NUKKUH.

- first and foremost, HBD to natasha*. she turned nineteen today and shit, so I spent most of my day with her. she liked her "its a boy!" balloon almost as much as the "SALE" one I got her last year. its all smiles boo.

- my grandmas boyfriend got me a really spiffy hat. get this though .. the shit has a light bulb on it! a real one though. believe I will be wearing this sexy shit to class tomorrow haha. and a SUPER fuck you to all you niggas doubting ebay, my classic mini uggs got to the crib today and those shits are in 100% perfect condition and shit. hollaaa! [/frankie]

- my spiteful ass neice done went to CVS and picked me up some spring fresh scented deoderant and shit. the little skank knows I only wear powder fresh dawg, she knows it! I got her ass though. this bitch also had a secret stash of my favorite pretzels of all time and she wasn't tryna tell me about em. I swear man!

- YOU WHORES ARE SNAKES.

- I'm thinking about giving all my teddy bears away (excluding biggie .. can't do that) because they just take up hella space in my room and shit. want one?

Nigga, pass that.

him: hm .. one line bio ..
him: - thinks
him: TREAL NUKKUH.

- first and foremost, HBD to natasha*. she turned nineteen today and shit, so I spent most of my day with her. she liked her "its a boy!" balloon almost as much as the "SALE" one I got her last year. its all smiles boo.

- my grandmas boyfriend got me a really spiffy hat. get this though .. the shit has a light bulb on it! a real one though. believe I will be wearing this sexy shit to class tomorrow haha. and a SUPER fuck you to all you niggas doubting ebay, my classic mini uggs got to the crib today and those shits are in 100% perfect condition and shit. hollaaa! [/frankie]

- my spiteful ass neice done went to CVS and picked me up some spring fresh scented deoderant and shit. the little skank knows I only wear powder fresh dawg, she knows it! I got her ass though. this bitch also had a secret stash of my favorite pretzels of all time and she wasn't tryna tell me about em. I swear man!

- YOU WHORES ARE SNAKES.

- I'm thinking about giving all my teddy bears away (excluding biggie .. can't do that) because they just take up hella space in my room and shit. want one?

A Manhattan ho or a Brooklyn whore ..

I'm currently sitting at the dining room table eating bacon (omg yum). I'm wrapped in my grandmas blanket but I know if she saw me she'd KILL me. its all good though. I just finished cleaning up and I'm pooped. I lost my earring and I swear it fell off the face of the earth because I cannot find it anywhere. and I bought it like a week ago. y'all don't know how upset I am. shit. I just finished plucking my eyebrows and my shits are now swollen. I'm not excited for the beginning of classes at all, I wish I had one more week to indulge in laziness and not do shittt. goddamn. my niece has been emailing me from her wii constantly telling me about some denim dress I gave her. "I'M PLAYING THE WII AND WEARING MY PRINCESS DRESS!" .. okay love. somebody needs to disconnect that wii from the internet before she emails the wrong person.

I've been getting fucked in every direction about my hair. most niggas like it but some of y'all believe I'm a totally different person or something. oh, and I am not fucking with you niggas and your twitter chats anymore. trifflin asses. and wtf, cams still alive? yes, THAT cam. oh boy ..

Machine gun funk.

- christmas came. I got everything I wanted + some. my niece got a wii and I've been playing it as much as possible. it's hella fun but I wake up in pain for the next few days after :( ..

- I've noticed how short my list of associates has gotten over the past months. I wonder why ..

- I colored my hair back to black! I think it looks spiffy (drey was upset as hell though). speaking of drey and hair, I asked him if he could mail me his ponytail but he wasn't having that. nigga, who dat?!

- I found my new love: ebay. it's kinda fishy at first but you have to learn to trust it! my new uggs are (supposed to be) coming on monday. drey was also mad I got those but what can you do, yanno?

- the other day I spent two hours cleaning my bedroom. I threw out old papers (way old, from like ninth grade), organized my shoes, and gave my niece clothes I had in my closet since I was her age. it felt good to look at my room after and see the difference. I didn't realize how much unnecessary shit I had!

- I met a few cool new people at some recent parties I've went to. I've also been bonding more with these coons I call my cousins. and some old buddies have been attempting to re-establish what we once had. LOL.

- my brother blessed me with hella new music on my ipod and I can't put it down now. y'all should see me, I be gettin it in my little boyshorts and wife beaters behind closed doors. haha (gimmie the loot = love. I feel hella thuggy when I listen to it lmao).

- I went to a play today with my best friend. I fell asleep for the first half but the second half was nice. I also had the most bombest philly cheesesteak ever in america. - rubs my tummy

- dude, lemme find out drey fucked keyshia cole from way way back in the day day. oakland can only be so big. hollaaaaa! [/frankie]